I renege

It’s hard to feel so empty

When all you want is love

Time and Time and Time again

You go beyond, above

Yes and yes and yes and yes

And yes, then one time no

Wow I can’t believe how fast

All those “I love you”‘s go

In real time the birds are chirping

The sun is slow to rise

I lie here in my bed, all red

With puffy, swollen eyes

I swore to god to all my “friends”

Today’s will be the day

But when you sit at your babies feet

Things just don’t go that way

She slept so peaceful cute and pure

Her future I imagined

Without me there, oh fuck, the scare

The more I saw her world come crashin’

I start to unprepare

As much as I’d love to get relief

I have to live for she

And if I suffer but she’s happy

That’s what it’ll have to be

Integrity Please

You’ll lie til the morning light

You won’t give up your drama fight

What do you have to prove

When I already love you for you ?

I mean I already know the truth

What more do I have to do ?

You can talk until your face turns blue

But this dark clouds staying over my mood

You think you’re protecting me

But really you’re neglecting me

Because when you’re dishonest

There’s no way to do so respectfully

If only you would listen please

Instead of trying to play around

Just amp up your integrity.

To Be Or Nah

What shall be

Well, it shall be.

But shall it be eternally ?

If it were me

Well I’d be free.

But what if free

Could never be ?

And what if me 

Were never she ?

That would mean we

May never see.

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