Did I ever really mean something to you ?
I thought I was dreaming when you said you loved me.
But now I see this was the start of nothing.
We felt like we were kids back then.
But we’ll never be those kids again.
Is it okay to hate you now ?
I wish I could but I don’t know how.
We both know that deep down the feelings still good.
But we don’t go deep down.
We stay at the surface where the nothing begins.
I’m sorry to say but we can never be just friends.
Still, thank you for the pseudo love you showed me.
We both know that deep down it wasn’t real my dear.
And it’s all downhill from here.
What you showed me wasn’t love.
We can’t go deep down, gotta stay above.