Take This

i think i am worthless

i don’t have a purpose

none of this is worth it

since i was underage

i’ve been under the

influence of rage

i am alone, i am a misfit

beautiful girl

i was so gifted

fuck all this pain

time to get lifted

crush up the white

cut up the line

losing my mind

bumps through the night

i’m so jaded

and i hate it

so i stay faded

this is my free will

don’t tell me to chill

if i really want

i’ll just pop another pill

nothing feels real

back in ’91

my life had just begun

’99 summer

it’s just me and my brother

two thousand and eight

man everything was great

two thousand twelve summer

damn, now i’m someones mother

fast forward to this spring

i’m just sick of everything

so take this

basics

aced it

closed fist

ain’t shit

faithless

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Flicker

Baby girl you’re a flame

And if you knew what I knew

You wouldn’t be moving the same

Fragile and fleeting

Your ego depleting

But you never give up

Every goal you’re completing

It’s hard and it hurts

But just do it in spurts

Baby steps got us to the moon

So don’t expect rewards soon

But the longer you wait

The reward, man it’s great

Some call it luck, some call it fate

But it was your own ambition

That put that food on your plate

The haters they’ll blow

And they might blow you out

But with time your flame gets bigger

And you’ll stay lit no doubt

And then one day you’ll be blinding

And the blows will fuel your fire

Then you’ll be so big and strong

Alone you’ll protect your whole empire

So baby girl stay lit, keep shining, don’t flop

You can do anything in life

As long as you don’t stop

Nope

Tears of acid bleed from my eyes

Silent sulphur, how dare I cry

I’ve come to expect such great heights

Fantasies and dreams, lonely sighs

Oh boy, oh boy. How I miss the days

Before the pot and razor blades

The water fights and the sun rays

Before I wished this great escape

This heart of mine it barely beats

Too many tricks, too little treats

The things you’ve said, my mind repeats

Pray for apathy, feelings deplete

I know you’re worried to see the red

But if I don’t I’ll soon be dead

I cannot bear the constant dread

The words of hate inside my head

I only wish to drown the sound

To survive the day until the sun goes down

There I lie in my truest form

Façade is gone, this is my norm

Depressed, depressed and never blessed

Trying to smile but much too stressed

On days like this I miss the rain

Go to sleep, wake up. It starts again.

Bad Trip

I was walking down the alley and looking for a loo

When I tripped over my shadow and stumbled upon you

I thought you were an angel in that white and yellow hue

When they said you were a devil I just said it wasn’t true

Little white powder that can take away the blues

What’s the catch ? To sell my soul ? That’s all I have to do ?

Went to do a bump but instead, I did two

Didn’t know the difference when out the window I flew

Landed on the moon where the cows didn’t moo

Looking down on earth, like man, what a lovely view

Then the rain started falling and the storm was washing through

And I was sitting in this tree when suddenly it just grew

I was so high in the sky that the wind just barely blew

Went to bite a bird but alas I couldn’t chew

Figured I’ll just save it and later make a stew

Looked down at the ground and saw I lost a shoe

Reached so I could get it but fell and landed in the dew

Closed my eyes then ended up in a room white and blue

Cuddled in the blankets laying next to who ?

Maybe it was just a dream, maybe it was a few

Every time it happens I swear it’s brand new

And only when it’s over do I think I have a clue

Eventually I stopped, but I didn’t want to

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