Fall Into You

You’re my addiction

I fell into your trap

Dirty dishes

Clean em in the kitchen

At the new rehab

I catch a glimpse of you

Opps, relapse

I’m not as strong

As I thought, perhaps

What am I to do

When it just falls into

My lap

Oh, okay. Issa test ?

I didn’t even recap

The cycle drives me nuts

Gotta remap

Back to square one

Before this little mishap

True Love

Shapeshift and morph

Twist and bend

No matter how hard you try

You just can’t pretend

That we can stay together

Like this isn’t the end

If this sounds serious

It’s because it is

It’s my last bite of pizza

How did it come to this

Ode to My Mom

47  years

47 million tears

47 reasons

Why we hold you so dear

47 chapters

47 thousand moments captured

47 little lanterns

Hanging from the rafters

1971

When your life had just begun

Did you know

47 years later you’d have

2 daughters and 1 son

2 grands

To hold hands

5 foreheads to kiss

47 hundred I love yous

From 2 brothers and a sis

47 years of mom

Only 43 of dad

470 moments

You claimed were the best

You’d ever had

47 hugs

Wrapped around you close

47 blessings

That you deserve the most.

 

 

I Am Me

I’m sorry I’m not what you’re used to

Does me being me confuse you ?

Do you look at me and tilt your head

Peculiar face, but familiar bed ?

Would you rather me be

Mrs. Barbie instead ?

Guns or butter with your bullets and bread ?

 

Cried All Night

I cried all night

Woke up eyes puffy

Throat sore

Nose red

And you still believed me

When I said I was alright

Do you care ?

Are you even there ?

Or is it out of mind

When I’m out of sight ?

No/t Sense Since

I see the pink skies

In those brown eyes

Through the lens of a dragon

Who told a thousand lies

But when you look a little deeper

Through your own third eye peeper

You see that sometimes you

Gotta fabricate to

Save some lives

 

I feel the summer breeze

And then it’s gone in a sneeze

It’s bliss when it’s raining

As I fall down to my  knees

And I pray for peace

On the day you ever leave

Because those beautiful untruths

Are what keeps me here and amused

So just stay a while

Please

 

I heard the thunder

When we were almost

Ripped asunder

Deep seeded shade

French lemonade

Oh baby I’m goin’ under

And should you ever

Have to wonder

Your soul re-

-flects the blue

And I can see right into you

I know you’re scared

And unprepared

Yeah, I feel it too

 

I taste the

Lips of a stranger

Pink starburst or power ranger

I love you not

You hate me more

We said both statements

Out of anger

We put our chakras in danger

 

I smell the gypsies dance

Her hips have got me in a trance

I haven’t smiled this hard

Since our last Pomp and Circumstance

You don’t wanna talk about it

Please give me the chance

Oh

 

My senses

Suspended

Breath ended

Unattended

Sorry

Sorry I’m not who you need me to be

I tried so hard to change

But I’m still just me

It may be strange

But just look and you’ll see

That I’m still enough

When the storms barrel forth

I’ll be just as tough

I’ll remind you of your worth

When the going gets rough

And oh it gets rough

Real rough

Before it gets better

And who better than me,

To withstand the weather ?

Hurt

Who’s next in line to get hurt ?

When we met I told you I was trash

Straight dirt

So who’s next in line

We all know I’m the worst

Come get in line to get hurt

 

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